I’m a big believer in if it’s meant to be it will be. Over the past 7 months I have been working on self love and accepting myself after getting out of a relationship that ended because I needed to “work” on myself, or so that’s what I was made to believe. A couple months ago I met a man that had accepted me for who I am and really made me feel like the most important person, he made me feel like I’ve never felt before and I never thought I could feel the way I did about someone. Not only did he appreciate me but he taught me how to truly love myself!! If it’s meant to be than one day I will see my Italian lover again but until then I will wait and appreciate the time we had.
Hehe ... that sounded dirty. Is it because I have a gutter mind? Not sure how old you are or how serious your last relationship was. Just relax, enjoy the single life. Sow more wild oats (sounds like you did with "Italian lover"). Perhaps sow some Korean lover / Japanese lover / whatever fancies you. You might discover a few more things about yourself that you may otherwise not have the opportunity to with "If it’s meant to be" thoughts. Just my 2 cents.
With doxxing, cancel culture and easily triggered people that seems to be triggered with everything, can you blame anyone?