i used to blame those who were causing trouble in my life and after high school graduation, i started to wonder and blame my creator [god (if this one does exist), parents] and these days i've started to hate myself. i think i start to confuse with myself. that's it. i just want say this. and maybe some opinions or advice may help.....
lol emo thread. all you need is something to focus on, get yourself a goal and work towards it. Everyone has the power to create their own future, you'll get no where by blaming others and you'll also go no where if you hate yourself. Find something you enjoy, or something you desire and try to achieve it. Forget all the other little things and focus yourself on something bigger.
no point hating, find the cause of your problems (either by yourself, or with someones help) and try to resolve that issue
make sumthing of urself. u r who u r and what u make of it. what do u want to be when u grow up??? aim for that and hope u'll be happy
many ppl hate whats happening around them not everyone in this world can be happy with their lives but you know what live with it there are ppl that are 100 times worse then you can have it.... u want to say i have a single parent family what about the ppl that dont have parents .... you say everyone picks on you what if no one ever even noticed u existed?? what can be so bad u hate everything u tell me........... did u read the post at the bottom where a mother have to choose if their babies should either die by aids or starvation....... what you think goes through their minds?? you have it bad .... man if you think ur life is so useless and stupid then you know what go and volunteer to help other ppl since u dont care about urself anyways why waste it let other ppl enjoy it go donate blood till u die , or go be a daredevil since ur life is so bad to live it anyways why not get famous trying lets see how much u hate ur life when you have split decision between life and death..... instead of sitting here on the comp complaining hwo bad ur life is and how bad it is for u how ur creator shouldnt have created u then hwo bout doing something that make ur life worthwhile why dont u think about that??
it's true that i hate this life, but i hate myself more than it. but i think to donate my blood (til i die?) is something that i should consider. thanks for this advice. @ah_wong201 & fearless_fx, i think there's nothing more can i do, even i want to (but still i can't and i may not) @kdotc, i think i'll hate myself even more if i do that... again, thanks for all your words.
1. u should learn to love ur self ..I think rain said that. 2. do what u want to do and ignore everyone else.
LOL hahaha yea i bet he totally is... neways I'm sure every1s got sumfin they wish to achieve, jst find it and work for it, it makes life soo much more enjoyable cuz u got that special ingredient called hope Else, u cud learn martial arts.
Or you could start learning the piano cause then you'd be impressive and chicks will be all over you.. (Not Always) Martial Arts is something good too.. And if you're still feeling in the dark at least you're a piano playing person that's in the dark..
and.. what? you don't have emotions or feelings? thanks for pointing that out. something someone told me once is that depression is prideful. even false modesty. basically anything that focuses on self is prideful. i know how you're feeling because hey, i've been through it too. like someone else said, maybe you should find the source of your problems and confront/remedy them. one way to focus your attention on elsewhere instead of yourself (problems) is reaching out to others. instead of, "help me!" go volunteer your time (or blood as someone said. heh. not until you die though.) or talk to others who seem to be going through the same thing you are. reach out to others. you'll feel much better.
