i have been thinking lately after another death of a young asian guy which i do not know in person but some of my freinds know him. I think bak about all the friends that i have lost and grandparents and regeret a lota things now. i shoulda have payed more attention to my grandparents and spend more time because it is not easy losing a family member casue near the end of last year my grandpa from my dad's side passed away and that creates trouble for every1 because i do not get along with some of my dad's siblings and i don't care wat they think ... they can talk all the shit they want but they'll never mess with my parents or ill get pissed...i knew i shoulda went dim sum wih my grandpa more often and visit him but being lazy as i am i never thougth that seniors needed attention too..this sux...and for my friends, every1 of them i will never forget because the goood die young and all the shit that has happen makes me sad now...it is not easy losing a friend and knowing they'll never b there to chill with and tlk to...anger holds in and i know i should work harder in life and achieve a goal but everything seems to fade away..its hard to life's meaning...when i want to turn to god..i do not get wat i want sometimes and that makes me mad because god should b answering my prayers but now i know i have been greedy at times and i just wish my friends would b still here...this led me to searching rip videos on youtube and i see more deaths of innocent teeens...it just makes me sad...even when i want to cry i can't..i don't know y..life sux
lol what's that one song... "dont know watcha got, till it's gone..." of course now you can really pay attention to those who are close to you... can't predict when they are gonna leave you so you can't really be too hard on yourself.
aww i know the feeling how you regret a lot of things when they're gone..... like my uncle on my dads side passed away a couple of years ago and he was my absolute favourite uncle he was soo cool and fun, i could talk about anything with him..... well as you can see i was really close to him and when my dad told me he died i cried soo much as it was soo unexpected.... i still really miss him now -cry2
yep like ecko said, you dont know how important something is till its gone. Yeh when you do loose someone close, you reminise and stuff, and thats the good part the memories you have of those people
but hey... tomorrows a new day... so you can always try and appreciate those who are still with you... and Smile Happy..
yup... i miss my mum's mum so much... when i visit her in china i hate the auntie she lives with... so i try to avoid sleeping over at her place... she passed a way for a few years now... i still feel a pain my my heart every time i think of her... i cry when i dream of her...
my grandma in hk is pretty old now like over 85 so ever time i go back hk i would try and go out for dim sum with her but in the end everyone will have to go away someday:(
i've had a close friend go also. it definetly wasn't his time. all we can do is treat people nicely and give them happiness since everyone is one day destined to go
well if relatives count.. i'll have to say my grandfather from my father's side.. ive never really known him since we immigrated to canada when i was 4.. its somewhat sad.. since ive relaly wanted to at least have a serious conversation with him.. sigh..
i'd wish i cld of done more- e.g. communicated more wit me grandpa - when he passed away pretty recently...but it all feels unreal to see him gone like that to heaven - with another close relative who passed away - when like @ the age of 18...but god bless em 2 - reunited in heaven together.. Them both happy in heaven,...family happy and able to let him rest in peace...
