Hi All This is a story that i thought of. It is just a brief copy just want to see others feedback about it. It is only first chapter of this love story. NIGHT 1 Ten’s dairy ======== Hi my name is Ten. I don’t know why my name is Ten. I kept asking my mother why & she said it just popped up in her mind when I came out. I thought probably I was born at 10 o clock or I was born on the 10th day or the 10th month. Anyway, I am 15 years old. I live with my mother in a small but very nice and comfortable house next to my grandparents. Everyday after school I would go home to my grandparents and stay there until my mum gets home from work. My mother is a computer systems engineer, it is a rare career for a female I heard. Angi my mum’s best friend said that it is good to work in a profession where there are more males because you have more opportunities to find romance and love. But I have never seen my mum dated before. Not even once. Like there are guys who visit us here & there but they are my mum’s work friends, especially this guy name Tu. Mum said that because of guys like Tu she doesn’t need to find romance or love. I wonder why sometimes. Oh well, adults they are very complicated. I remember one time I asked my grandparents who is my father. My grandparents would just keep quiet and ignored the subject. I also asked my mum but she kept saying I am your dad as well as your mum. You have no dad that’s what makes you unique. But I am old enough to understand the concept of the birds and the bees so regularly I would ask my mother or grandparents but they would just ignore me. Today is my first day of school in year 10. Today our school has a new teacher. He is our maths teacher as well as my home room teacher. He seems like a very nice person. We call him Mr To but I heard that he’s first name is Jin. He has very dark hair, wears glasses, around he’s late 30s (however looks like early 30s) but look very gentleman like. Those people who you can see that are very educated and respectful in those area which if when he was in school people would consider NERDS. Most importantly today, I get to be in the same class as my best friend Naomi and my secret crush Wayne. Naomi and I have been friends ever since kindergarten. She is very pretty that most guys would want to date her hence she is very confident of herself and has many boyfriends. For me people say that I’m cute, but I don’t know if that is just once of those polite compliments but I hope Wayne thinks I’m cute. Naomi keeps telling me why I like him because he is so boring. He doesn’t talk to anyone and always silent. He is one of those people where you can’t tell what they are thinking because they always have the same face expression. But because of that reason I find him very interesting, very mysterious. We never really talked, only when I sometimes I ask him questions and he would just answer yes or no. Anyway mum called me to dinner …to be continued Fi’s diary ======= Today is such a tiring day. That stupid manager always complains and these clients expect this and that when they don’t’ know how difficult it is in the programming perspective. I should have never been a programmer, no wonder it is suitable for males not females since females are born to order people around. At least there is Tu who keeps telling me all these stories about how he manage to get away from cheating on he’s wife which helps me to relieve my stress at work. Sometimes I wonder why bother to get marry if you keep cheating on your spouse. That’s why nowadays marriage doesn’t have the same meaning as before it’s like a joke. I believe marriage doesn’t really have any meaning. People only wants to get marry because they are afraid they will live alone which leads them to think positive things about marriage like love and all these happily ever after endings. In my perspective love is only an illusional word for I’m desperate and I want to get marry. It’s all the head playing mind games. That’s why I believe that Tu’s wife probably knows he’s cheating on her but she doesn’t care because as long as she gets the title MRS. Its like my best friend Angi. Angi is a very nice person, very good friend, she is good in almost all areas except for being desperate. Her first husband cheated on her with her neighbour and her 2nd husband ran away with all her money (he also took her dog with him) and she still wants to find husband number three. That’s why technology is the best since without it I don’t think I have a wonderful daughter like Ten. Ten is the best thing in my life, everyday after work no matter how stress I am, as soon as I see her my day is complete with happiness. She is so smart and cute too (she has my look you see), nice long black hair, nice round eyes like in those Japanese animes and when she smiles it just feels up with light. But the thing that scares me most is that how am I going to tell her who her father is. I know that she is a very understanding type of person and not stubborn headed like I am (but thanks to my stubbornness I got Ten) but 1 day I believe she will forcefully ask who is her father. I believe by that time I remember he’s name. Its time for bed. …to be continued Jin’s Diary ======== First day teaching at a new school has always been exciting and quite scary. You get to see the new students and I always wonder if they have a good impression towards me. So far it seems positive, the students look like nice students and hopefully we have a wonderful year. Everything at work seems very good, nice staffs and school too. Today overall ended up a nice day except for my womanizer friend Andy who I hope one day would find the one woman that will break he’s heart apart. We always fight about these things, he only believes in one night stand or casual dating. Sometimes he would date two or more partners at once and if he gets caught he doesn’t even care. He is a heart-breaker, but because of he’s stunning good looks and sweet lips females can’t resist him. I kept asking him why he doesn’t try to be loyal to one woman, fall in love and get marry. He always say love is only love if its from both parties. So I kept telling him what you give is what you get. If you genuinely give all your heart to someone you will get it back in return if it is at the perfect opportunity. But he always argues and says that love is about being greedy, taking advantage of the other partner. So if that is the case why don’t I be on the advantage side? Sometimes I wonder if he was heaps hurt by someone back then that’s what makes him give up on love. I always believe that generally we are for what we are is because of our experiences, the environment we live in. We are like this is because of our parent’s up bringing, the things they teach us and the things we pick up due to our experiences in life. I don’t’ believe that someone is born with that particular characteristics built in them like a robot with these features put in it. That’s why everyone is born with pros and cons because they lack experience in this or that hence they pick up this pros or this cons. But of course I do believe people are born with natural abilities, like this person may seem weak but if the time arises they might be stronger than you expect just that they didn’t get the opportunity to execute their abilities. That is why sometimes even we do not know ourselves until something hits us. Most important thing in life is stick to our believes and always try our best because we never know unless we try. However I can see that Andy has lost all hope because of previous experiences. Hopefully one day another experience will help him to believe again because I have known him for almost 8 years now, and deep down I know he is not a player, I can tell something from the past made him like this similar to my childhood friend john. Before he used to believe in love and finding the one but after so many failures he later gave up and lost all confidence. From what I see of Andy is that he keeps falling for the wrong one, he falls too easily and if anyone is nice to him he gives he’s hurt straight away and people take advantage of that. How I see it is John has the qualities what he does to get love is correct but he just applies it to the wrong people meanwhile Andy does meet the right people but he doesn’t have the qualities. I believe for everything to work there must be two to tango. You must have the quality and also opportunity at the same time. I sometimes wonder back then if I had the opportunity would she had accepted me because I always believe that if you are genuine with your feelings and you are at the right timing the chances of succeeding is almost 100%. Oh well its bedtime. There is always a tomorrow to look forward too. …to be continued NIGHT 2....
