I wrote these reflecting on how i felt..... still a little confused as to what to do, oh wells i think ill do just fine haha but I just felt like sharing -sweat Note 1: I never expected to feel this way, Confused, yet curious of what telling you could do, A rekindled friendship, sparked by last minute invitations, For that simple reason I dare not speak the truth to you, I seemed to have annoyed you, Pesting you every day with irrelevant blather, Yet... my thoughts, despite my best efforts, Are more often of you, within a world where the age didn't matter, But it seems as though you see this difference as worlds apart, I can understand that I do not have the slightest chance in the present moment, which to also say, might not ever be a chance in the future either, This could just very well be a crush, or an infatuation, But, it would not explain why everytime I see you my heart races, My mouth, contorting to an expression of joy, and my thoughts, Too elaborate to explain, evoked by these feelings I have for you, At this moment, I am chasing something that can not be caught. May my feelings wither away and never reach your ears? It might possibly be better this way.... Note 2: Again I find myself sitting here reflecting, My heart seems to be beating weak, While thinking of you, yeah, quite unusual, I really hoped you would have gave it a chance, Even if it was my only chance to show you what could have been, Letting go of the world around you, And welcoming curiosity to guide the night we could have had, I know it would be selfish of me to not consider your point of view, Nevertheless, this would be one of those times where I would have liked to indulge, Evening dinners, afternoon lunchs, where ever we may go, I enjoy other people's assumptions of you and me, Often when we are together, alone, I find myself wishing you were with me, A feeling that has been looming with me for far too long, You say telling you was not the wrong thing to do... but...it feels different, I know I am not the brightest person in the world, But telling you is one thing I did not regret, or ever will. A toast to what could have been...
not neccessarily...i use to write poems so i kinda put a little effort into making a BIT poetic.......
Personal experiences.... it does say i wrote these reflecting on how i felt.... and giving up is all i can do in a lost cause =\ but it's alright i learn to cope
it's ok akki.... there are other fishes in the sea!!! lots of girls out there for you. just sing for them!!!!
that is quite true as babs says there are always many fish in the sea. besides she just doesn't know what shes missing out on. oh well, gl with the future.
