A new year just started, and my life is busy to the point where i want to omg omgo mgomo gmogmogmogmgom. im letting out whatever comes to mind. :rant: Education. I am taking 23 units. why am i taking so much? this is my last semester before i transfer.... I can handle it but everytime someone asks me "how many units are you taking?" i feel presssure just hitting me hard balll. omg the schedule i have to go by every week .. and working 25 hours a week... stupid weather go away... i want to find time doing my own thing never got the chance to.. tooooo relieve stress i spend 3 hours at the gymmmm..... tues/thurs/sat ..... then i go home to a family where they always agrue... i never had a chance to actually hang out with friends without thinking what i gotta do.... and recentlyyy I foudn out a close friend of mine is a lying s.o.b. "A known enemeny is dangerous, but a false friend is worse" omg it hurts to seee my circle of friends are agreeing with one another... a friend that tries to take someones girl wtf is that???? and he wants to gamble but has no money???? are you kidding me???? i hae a niece that comes every saturday morning and shes SO LOUD AND TWO FACE...... freaking mom favoring her and she uses that against me...... I work fri night from 5-1am come home shower hoping to get at least 7 hours of sleeppp so i can do my hw when i wake up butttttttt noooooooooo sheeee hasssssss too come overrrrr........... Lol i cant believeeee my closest frienddddddddd is telling me to get a gf..... with all this mess? you tthink i want someone esle to listen to my crap? omggggggggg life is retardddddedddddd...... and my dad give me a lectureeeeee gesssssh common how come i never visit grandma........ DUhhhhhh look at my retarded schedule...... yourrrrrr lucky that you even get to see me at home on the weekendssssss geeeeeeshhhhhhhhh soooooooo lonnnnnnggggggg i just want to run away and i learned that the hard way...... i want to take marital arts so baddddd sooooooryy long post... neeeeeed to vent
I have been there and done that. My was a lot worst than you so you shouldn't even be complaining. If you can't handle it, then drop it. Talk to your counselor about it. Usually, you gotta talk to your advisor if you take more than 15 units or something. It's a school policy. My advice to you is that it's better to take things slow; then end up doing poorly in all the classes. GRADEs matter. I don't know how old you are and how well you're doing in school but there are a lot of scholarships available out there you can apply to help you out financially. Internet today makes things so much easier than I had back then where everything was through words of mouth and recommendation from school faculty. That way you can get by without worrying about money. Otherwise, take a loan. It's not that bad. Doing something to make your life easier. Beside your grades, you should also focus on your health cuz that's it if you fucked up your body.
just be thankful you have a roof over your head and family to support you. when you finish school and enter the real world on your own, it's much more difficult and more stress will come your way.
lol at BB's comment. in my opinion it is ur fault that u took so many units. if u can't handle it u shouldn't have chose so many and besides can't u drop them. i reckon u can. just talk to ur tutor about it or something. also, ur pretty lucky that u get to go home on the weekends cos u get gd food and healthy food. no need to cook ur own food and stuff. also, if u are able to go to the gym for 3 hours u obviously do have time and why do u care about ur friend gambling with no money? its not ur problem, if he has no money and he can't gamble why would it affect u? about a close friend lying to u. i'm afraid shit happens and that at least u are aware of such people in existance. also, if ur niece is coming over and its inconvenient tell her about ur situation. i guess if she must come over on that day perhaps change day for work. also if u can't handle the situation i believe u should just quit ur job as that might be also interferring with ur workload which is why ur not coping. besides, at the end of the day a part time job doesn't mean that much. ur degree classification is what is gonna get u a much higher paid job at the end of the day and the grades matter more there. if u can't cope with that many subjects, u should have chosen less units and focused on that so that u can get a higher grade as the extra units don't rele do much to ur classification if u can't manage them.
