i feel blah... haha... after the "hoenymoon pd" i dont really want to talk to him on the phone or go anywhere...maybe i am just socially estranged.. haha
My honeymoon period's lasted for 2.5 years and it's still going^^" It did hit a slight dip where we argued from time to time and we would be silent with each other all of a sudden like we didn't want to talk to each other anymore. But then within a few minutes, either me or her always takes the first step to say sorry. It's through these times that we really learn about each other, like, what ticks us off and how we can compromise sometimes to make things work because, yes, we do have our own lives too at the moment. But then, looking at his track record of dumping someone else to go out with you, it makes me question what kind of person he is. Just because you two are going out, it doesn't mean that he'll completely change his lifestyle. What he did before he met you wouldn't be all too different from what he wants to do now and is doing now. People don't like to change. Not saying that they can't, but they just don't like to. He lives the way he did and does now because he wants to live that way. I don't picture this lifestyle changing anytime soon. If you really do love him, maybe a relationship wouldn't be the best thing... maybe, just maybe as a friend would be better. Love is self-sacrificing and can sometimes be hard, but you got to be selfish and just think of yourself too... Most important question that I always ask my friends: Can you picture yourself being with him forever for who he is and the way he acts towards you? Sorry if that came out kinda garbled up =( I'm getting really sleepy... -_-"
