Have you ever wondered what makes people's brains tick? What makes them feel the way they do? I want to know... Especially my own... I don't understand the way I feel... I understand when I want to smile... Sometimes I understand why I want to cry... But there are times when I don't understand... When these tears are stinging the corner of my eyes... When something so meaningless can make me want to scream... When something so thoughtless can make me want to fall... When something so little makes me want to give up on everything... I don't understand why... I have no faith in myself...nor do I have any trust... I can't believe in things...when in my head I know... Yet my brain and my heart are not compromising... My head says yes...but my heart says no... My heart wants to cry...yet my brain makes me keep smiling... My smile is plastered and strained...my heart is crumbling... My hope is disappearing...as I slowly become nothing... I hate to be in conflict...I'd hate to have to choose... The things that's most important to me...I never want to lose... For if I choose to go with one...the other is gone... A part of me is torn away...I am no longer one... The things important to me...they make me who I am... By taking away what's important to me...You throwing a part of me away... Someday soon I'll have nothing...everything important is gone... By then it will be too late...the important things wont return... I never want to break...but slowly and surely I am... When I do break and scatter in a million pieces... My life will never be the same... All that's left the same...are the tears of pain rolling down my face...
Shove them away jk Venting it definitely helps... after venting comes the inner insight and from there see and explore why... once you know the why, time for action to change
thank you guys...can always trust members of PA to cheer me up. lol, my problem is I don't have many girlfriends haha, I'm quite boyish and most of my mates are guys haha. I know taking my car out for a drive is a no-no cause chances are I'll get a speeding ticket or run someone over.
o u can juz tell us about yr problem we will always try to help=D lol but i am the one who always need help
lol, theres a LOT of things wrapped in that poem... its mainly about what I'm thinking, I don't understand it, you know when you think one, yet something contradicting also comes up. And also, consequences of things you do. It's just many things. Writing poetry has always been my way of venting, whether I'm sad, happy, angry or plain bored.
o i wish i can write poems too i realli wanna write one now.. u know..(等待是一種痛苦)=3= i don't know why girls always need time..
u should do what miss angie cheeks does and find someone who u can kick to get all the anger out lol.
hahaha, i was thinking that yday, but more a punch bag lol. i actually don't know that actually seph, is it a song or poem?
Awww.....that must be shitty....but its good in a way i wish i had more guy friends...haha guys tend to be less dramatic... which is great
Lol yeah.... hate it when me and my girlfriends have a heated discussion and the next day we always have "talk about it" Im thinkin....what do u mean talk about it.... it was yesterday....get over it haha
ah i now understand what u mean lol damn damn damn damn i think i understand sth now about my problem today.. i should try to solve it like a man=D
lol, its great about having guy friends, but... i cant get into all the detailed and need for advicee conversations that i would have with girls. aiyyy
