Why do you treat her like that in the first place? ^_^ Have you thought about it? You should find out the reason why you mistreated her in the first place, and start from there. Did something happened to you in the past that made you acted that way towards your lady?? You can still try to get back with her, I mean, who can stop you from trying? Just remember you got to give her respect from here on out. Whenever you're about to say something cruel or doing something mean, just imagine how would you feel if you were in her position. With that in mind, you might be able to patch things up, especially if she still cares about you. 1 year and 6 months, it's not a short time. YOU have been giving up on her all this time with threats of break-up etc, but she held it in tight for you....! So now for the first time ever SHE wants to give up, and you're letting go?! You're not gonna FIGHT for her??? If you give up now, then you're no better than before. Take action, not words.
